Here I am again finding another platform to release my sadness... First of all, I am a bastard. I don't think from other people's point of view. I don't stand in other people's shoes and think for them. I suck. I really suck at being a good girlfriend. I must learn. I must learn how to think mature. I must start to think from other's point of view. Esp my dear dear. I have been a bad girlfriend to him. I love him so I should do all these for him. I am selfish! I have to change! Change the way I think! Starting from today onwards, I will think from other people's point of view! I'm really sorry my dear. I can only say sorry to you here. Cos I know you don't want to hear me say sorry. I'm really sorry. You don't know how scared I was just now when you told me you need some love. You sounded as though you doubted my love for you. I was really scared that you would leave me. I already know that you are important to me but I didn't do enough to show you that you are important to me. I don't ever want you to leave me. Never ever! I must change! For the sake of my dear dear, I must change and learn! I really want to walk the isle down with you. And entrusting the rest of my life to you. And most importantly, be the woman behind your back to support you, until you die. I really love you. I will change for you cos I love you. I hope you don't doubt my love for you and pls give me a chance and some time to learn to be a better girlfriend. To be honest, I want you to see this post. But I will not let you see this. Never. After today, I will change for the better. I will remember your words. I WILL START TO THINK FROM YOUR POINT OF VIEW AND LET YOU TANK LESS OR BEST, NO DAMAGE. You are really the best boyfriend. I must treasure you! I love you. That is really from the bottom of my heart.
