I cannot believe what she said and I never knew she would look at me this way. She said directly to me, in my face, that I am someone who is very blur, someone who's not diligent(in other words STUPID) . She always think that she's the smartest among every one in our family. The worst thing is that she thinks Daddy doesn't care for us. She said that Daddy don't even bother to remember our age and that makes him a can't be bothered Dad. Daddy tries so hard to earn money for us to spend and all she can say about Daddy is that he's a can't be bothered Dad!!!! I really feel sad for Daddy to have this daughter. If I'm Daddy and I know that my daughter think of me that way, I would just give up hope on her. She keeps saying she wants to migrate to US(countless times). Last time, I would feel angry when she say that. But now, I don't feel anything. I just feel irritated that she keeps repeating the same thing. Anyways, I think her presence at home doesn't make much of a difference.
Sometimes I just wished that I didn't have to come to this world and realise the bad side of human beings. The worst thing is that you get to realise all these from your family and friends. Realising it from your family members is the worst thing that can happen. Suddenly, you will feel scared and later you wouldn't even wanna talk to him or her. This world is full of toxic, poison, distortion ... etc. All because of MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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