6 May - SYF 2009

Silver.
To me, I didn't do my best. I screwed the whole thing up. The worst thing is if I screw up, everybody in the theatre can hear it. I really cannot forgive myself. I cried after our performance. This is the first time I've performed so badly that I really need to apologise to MJCO. We spent so much time practicing, but...haiz... However, I believe MJCO is more than silver. Maybe it just isn't our day.

I really thank all those people who comforted me and stayed by my side while I was crying. Thanks a lot to Soh Woon, Qi En, Jia Yu, Eileen, Cedric, Wydre, Miss Liu, Yun Qi, Kok Nam, Jason, Gao Xin, Siew Min, Wendy and most importantly Mr Zheng, my conductor. He is the person that I would remember for the rest of my life and would miss most after stepping down from MJCO. He was one of the person who comforted me and really allowed me to let go of the mistake I made. He was also the one who gave me recognition and boosted my confidence. I really wish that he could be my conductor for as long as possible. I guess our fate ends here.

Anyways, I've recovered from the big blow (to me) and returned to my old self :D So, not to worry. Also, I really appreciate my classmates for consoling and comforting me. I know that they will always be by my side :D Thank You Jenny, Sihan, Dionna, Meishan, Wei Xin, Wai Shin, Audrey, Aline, Xin Li, Miss Yong(for telling me to cheer up)!!!! I love you all!!! Muacks! Muacks!

I realised so many people care about me. I'm so blessed and fortunate :D Hui Tien, you must appreciate and cherish this!!!! :D