I feel that I'm always the one that people will feel like protecting, always letting other get worried abt me. I dunno why but I think its cause of my face and mayb my actions too. I feel like a baby. I know sometimes its good to let others care for me and I also like that feeling. But I feel so... I really cant explain. Sometimes I really feel dumb. And I really hate it when I do things my way and others know a shorter way. AND AND AND the most fucking part is when they ask me why dont I use the shorter way. How am I suppose to know there is another shorter way?!!? I really really feel damn fucking dumb!!! All these applies when Im studying too. That's y I need a longer time to understand a concept compared to others. It's fucking frustrating seeing others being able to understand it within such a short time. Why?!?! Why others can and I can't!? This isn't fair!! The world is never fair!! How am I suppose to overcome this ?
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