How I wish I can cry in front of my friends... How I wish someone will give me some advice... How I wish someone would go for a walk with me at the beach... How I wish there is a shoulder for me to lie on... How I wish none of that would happen... How I wish I can have good night's rest... How I wish I do not have so many things to think of when I'm lying down preparing to go to bed... How I wish I can sleep the whole day and forget abt all my troubles...
I know all these are just not gonna happen. Should I take the initiative?? Damn! I feel like crying again. Useless me... only know how to cry... Shld I just let go of it?? Mayb I cant even bear to let go of it... When can it leave me?? After the Os?? How I wish it can leave me before the Os... Shld I throw away the thing?? I want to.. But I cant bear to throw it away...
*Leave me alone*
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