great... now everybody love their life... okay, im happy for them... but i hate mine... why does this keep happening to me? i think it's my retribution... last time when i was in primary school, i treat my friends like shit.. even now in secondary school i treat my friends like shit too... now, im treated not like shit but a million times better than it... but still a bit bad... i cant blame them...seriously, i think that it's my retribution or mayb im thinking too much...
how i wish i don exist in this world... or mayb im a retard, so that i wont have any frustrations... i bring troubles to everyone and i hate it when others bring it to me... so why shld i face this world?? i know im a selfish person... but can anyone understand how i feel!!!!!! i bet nobody does... i think that's because nobody has my personality... im a super duper sensitive person... so any small things that you do and i don like, i will be angry... i know many of you will say im a petty person... but i have reasons for being angry... for eg. a person doesn't have a chinese dictionary.. and he/she keeps borrowing from me when there is an exam or test... listen! its every single time... how can i not be angry?!?! im not ur supplier... it's also not that he/she cant afford one... i dunno if anybody will act like me??? but my personality is like that... i know that i cant expect ppl to change because of my personality... but i've been changing to suit theirs... sometimes i just press down my anger... but i really dunno when i will flare up one day...
*I Love You*
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